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I'M CIERRA CYANIDE.

I EAT CYANIDE CUPCAKES WITH ARSENIC FROSTING.






we all feel these feelings, and feel this pain at some time or another.

at some point in our lives, we as humans cant help but feel incomplete, we feel like theres something or someone out there that will complete us, we all look for the mistakes in our society and are constantly searching for a hidden truth.

its been over a year now.
and for a long time i was burried in denial.

constantly finding new, and more idiotic ways to deal with what i later discovered as my problems.

well now ive realized i have to get my head out of my ass
and stop being a child, and deal with the hang ups, and get the fuck over it, ya know?

SECRET:i was in love once...
i never told anyone, cause, well to be honest people hear those three words and run.
but yea, i was in love.

and many times, my heart has been broken.

and thats that.
for a long time i liked to pretend that i wasnt hurt and i never loved this person.

ive come to terms with it now.
ive come to terms with everything.

and now...

i know everything will be okay.
when more time has past and when your ready...

you will too.

my little sister from VT once said...



"Even when you feel you are at your last breath, you must realize your not drowning. there is still oxygen. there is still life. you are still on land. do not forget it, do not let yourself forget that there is hope."



i live a good 7 hours from this sister, but those words alone are all i need to know that someday everything will be okay.



my older sister from brooklyn is going to be moving, and i hope i will be able to survive without her.
somehow she keeps me sain, i'll miss watching G.A. with her...dragging my tired stoned ass out to rocky horror so she wont be bored...stealing lunchables from supermarkets and siting and eating them in union square...almost getting runover by buses with her, and histericly(sp)laughing for 20 minutes in an idiotic fashion.

i miss my sisters.


oh well.


PS-they arent really my sisters, but motehrfucking close enogh bitch.



I'M WIERD...JUST DON'T ASK...XD


she is SO cute.




i like me some cigarettes bitch.

















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